Sad

Right now I feel sad. It's because there was someone I thought cared about me and now I'm not sure if they did. I'm not sure if they were trying to use me for their own purposes or hurt me which is what I feared  initially. For sure they were the person that seemed to understand me the most in my life. I don't know how much (if at all) someone understanding you is equivalent with them caring about you. It's not that hard to fool someone into thinking you understand them either. I wish I could have this person back with the way that they seemed to understand me about two years ago.